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Sunday, September 12, 2010
*Yawns***
Just came back from the trip to Batam.... So tired! Yet....this trip makes me so unhappy! Did not enjoyed myself...feel like a maid.. No one to talk to or "play" with...
Mama was always with the ah peks and aunties.... those cute kids everyday itouch itouch....
ok.......wanna continue my post with Chinese language..
心中有无数的感想和内心话... 不知道为何... 突然间...感到很忧郁. 这几天, 一点小事就让我非常的emo.
就像妈妈有时为了一点小事就怪我. 我想很多; 太不公平了! 不知不觉的...就想好多好多...
现在的我, 已经不像我了. 人是会变的...但是他们懂吗? 现在的我, 很像walking zombie, 容易provoked! 又很容易______ 做每一件事时, 都无精打彩..
我失去了毅力. 失去了对每一个人的信心, 失去了对自己的信任.
疯疯颠颠的日子, 渐渐没了..
我好累...真的好累了... 我好想放弃...因为, 太多事情..唉...dun want to think about it. 或许是我想太多了. 可是 谁会知道?
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