Especially the ones where it can cause chaos in a class.

Just a simple grouping, can't everything be as peaceful as it can be?

Can't everything be usual as it is ?

Well, not to personal attack anyone,

but...... something is just not right.

The whole situation can be simplified if we can rewind everything and settle it in a more peaceful and democratic way.

Seriously, the whole situation is getting out of hand if we keep going on like that.

Damn pissed and frustrated now....

One side this grouping problem, the other side family problems and school stress .

So many problems...

Couldn't help myself but I don't know why,

I just broke down....

Maybe I'm not that strong as I thought I will?

Be truthful

Be faithful....

Well, many things happened thou.

Like....... frustrations? Anger? Numbness? Confusion.

Glad that the celebration went well :D

But the following days... well..... didnt really feel that good.

Mama damn biased against me...

And its soooooo damn obvious.

Thinking about this...... others might think that its common and there's nothing to make a big fuss out of it.

"helped papa n 2 bros to take the rice, and asked me to scoop on my own- right in front of everyone"

"when opening gifts, mama asked bro wat he got, bro ask mama to take a look at mine, mama say she's not interested"

Well well well, its not the first time i've been treated liddat thou....

Many times C:

but after all..... it had been so many years...

I'm getting used to it.

I just wanna fa lao shao for awhile...

and i'll pretend everything's alright and perfectly fine for me!

SMILE!