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Monday, January 31, 2011

刚刚读完一本书。

叫做：会有天使来爱你。

故事非常有意义。

两个相爱的人。

男的（“羽”），得了病。

他输给了病魔，

他答应了那位女孩；他要做她的天使。永远保护她，爱护着她。

不久，女孩遇上一个叫做“伊”的男生。

“伊”脾气非常爆炒，目中无人，又骄傲。

但是，女孩依然认为，“伊”就是 “羽”派来的天使。

她用心来改变“羽”

可是，当“羽”已经改变了，命运却对他很。。。

“羽”得了心脏病。

~To be continued~

Saturday, January 29, 2011

Who will understand my feeling when it's raining?....

Looking out of the window...

The raindrops remind me of you...

They represent my tears....

I wish everything will be back to the same...

Will you understand?

You are the one who understand me the most,

That's why I choose to leave....

But, when I choose to return..

You are getting further...

the further you go......

the more numbed am I...

Every time it rains...

I would play that song....

Just to think of us...

I do regret..

But I believe I made the right choice.

Wish you all the best...

I MISS EVERYONE!

LOSING TOUCH WITH EVERYONE!

MEET UP SOON GIRLLSSSS!!!!!!

RIS, KEL, KAY, MAT AND SAR!

lOVES!!!

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Damn tired and moody today...

Rarely any smiles.....

Slept for only 1-2 hrs..

Just because of a nightmare....

The nightmare looked like Inception...But in a horror way...

Too tired to write out all...

I bath also can close my eyes....

Shit also can sleep....

Today...

I had a bad day....

Went back home from tuition...

something scare the hell out of me....

One gin na with long hair, stood below the flat, looking down at the drain for whatever shit reason....

scare me...

I'm so tired le, still have this kind of things to scare me...

*eyes closing now*

Oh my...

Tml sourcing.....

Thursday...

Shit shit shit!

Arghhh!!!!

*calm down*

Goodnight world...

See you tomolo morning...

Friday, January 21, 2011

Cried partly because I got a __..

Affects my GPA...=(

Another side..

how to explain to my parents?

Even a slight drop in GPA...already kena ______

Now....

Oh dear...

How long can I hide the truth?

I did my best already...

I really did....

But...

life seems unfair to me....

Sorry....

Blame and nag me all you want....

='(

Angel in my head told me to cheer up and look @ the bright side ...

But the devil....is controlling me....

Friday. Afternoon.

*hungry stomach*

But, I've no appet.

The result is neither within my expectations, nor beyond it....

Cried....

Everything's just unfair...

But, I began to accept the fact...

No matter what,

Everything has to go on..

Isn't it?

After a good cry,

I start to think positively...

Cry my sorrows out...

Thursday, January 20, 2011

GOODNIGHT WORLD

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Seeing so many people getting back their results..

Happy,

Disappointed,

No feeling....

Seriously...

If I get a B,

I think........

I'll give up..

Everything ...

EVERYTHING!

Msc surely not gonna score...

*low self confidence*

Have to rely on classical....

but....

ROLE PLAY??!?!!

gOSH!

0.O

fRIDAY....

How i hope you will not come....

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

當你的眼睛瞇著笑　當你喝可樂當你吵

我想對你好　你從來不知道　想你想你　也能成為嗜好

當你說今天的煩惱　當你說夜深你睡不著

我想對你說　卻害怕都說錯　好喜歡你　知不知道

Friday, January 14, 2011

Resign...resign....

I'm tired, really tired.

Mentally and physically....

School problem, tuition problem, personal problems....

Maybe my problems can be so tiny......

Maybe I'm just thinking too much...

I need a break....

*mood swing easily*

* every time thinking...if my class the results getting worse?

what will happen?*

feel so useless everyday....

really lousy....

how i hope that one day,

i can just sit now at the beach,

alone...for the whole day..

no disturbance...

no problems....

free.....

how long do i have to wait?

I'm such a failure...

Low self confidence

Low self esteem...

Who to help me?

No One....

Thinking, thinking..

I should stop...

Sometimes,

I want to cry as loud as I can...

Feel depressed..

I don't want any sympathy....

I hate it.....

No one wants it...

Tried to believe in myself,

but i failed...

Behind every smile, there's an agenda...

Behind every tear, there's a story......

For me;

Every smile is a lie..

Every tears is a truth...

Sunday, January 9, 2011

What a cold sunday...to end off this week

Thinking that tml have to go back the sch...and the freaking cold room, numbed me.....

But, dk why, the whole thing is awesome.... tired, boring yet fun......

Start to panic abt the report and personal selling....

Report dunno wat to write.....

Aye.....

Today met friend for lunch.... after which go to west coast park there...=)

Sat there and tolk tolk tolk....

The weather was so cooling.....

Cold yet nice...

Sat there for like 3-4 hours, tolked a lot....

Finally, we have time to understand more of each other...hahah, funni!

Everything just went smoothly...

Please give me more time....

I need to think very carefully..♥

Saturday, January 8, 2011

Tons of things went through my mind.

I know I shouldn't think so much...

My life would be so much better.

But the devil inside me is telling me: "Think chinchin...think....this is so....."

I really think no one can trusted...including me myself....why?

Because everyone will surely make mistakes....

Some mistakes can be so unforgivable....

That I can't take it...

I cried a lot because of you

I laughed a lot because of you

I believed in the love because of you

I regret holding you back...

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