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Sunday, October 31, 2010
*sniff* *sniff*Bad day! Bad day! Couldn't believe tat once u fainted....for the next few days you couldn't go out! *exception* went to dyed hair today...e color was..ok ba! better than e previous! =) btw, thanks to all the people who"saved" and helped me on Tue! Singaporeans r oso kind n helpful @ times! =) even though i dun know who they are, but i thanks everyone of them deep from my heart ^^ next time, on the way back, if u recognize me, dun blame me for not recognizing u! ha-ha!=) AND! thanks to e kind Samaritan who accompanied me in e amb! greatest thank!=) hopefully, next appointment see e doc, everything's gonna b alrit! I pray! back to e rit channel: was "grounded" @ home since parents are afraid tt i'll have e 4th episode when i'm outside! thanks ar! PEOPLE! TAKE CARE OF YOUR HEALTH! NOTHING CAN BE MORE IMPORTANT THAN TT! I'VE REALIZED IT! =) CHEERS!!!
Friday, October 29, 2010
3rd episode.The day I wished that it will never happened. Late morning: Stomach begun to feel uneasy. Headache starts. Afternoon: No appetite for lunch. Stomach really uneasy. Headache worse After work: Took bus. Dropped ipod. Fainted. Night: Lied in hospi bed. three days past. Monday, October 25, 2010
Hectic day....Everyday..Wake up,Morning,Work,Lunch,Work,Tuition,Dinner. Almost everyday.. Today, someone inspired and made my day. Terance. He asked me something today: "teacher, you think I can do it and pass my exams?" He's a kid who got discouraged by his past tuition teacherS. Before I took over, both teachers told him straight in the face that he's hopeless and there's no need for him to continue his tuition anymore... Well, no wonder they get dismissed... Terance is a little boy who has being failing his school exams all along... I believe he needs encouragement and motivation. As a hyperactive and a always-disturb-others child, the moment he asked me this question, I have this "oh my god" feeling... It's hard to believe that he asked me this. To others, it might be just a random question...but...the way he asked and the way he looked..his eyes were filled with..with....trust. "YOU CAN ACE! Remember, no matter what you do, don't give up. Always believe that YOU CAN DO IT! faith!" He smiled. What an innocent smile I can hardly sees it in him in the past. Don't KNOW why, I' more determined than ever to help them... Told Jess about this matter, she said it's a good start for both of us. When Terance asked me this question..he has trust in me.... Have this funny feeling, I take every student as my child....oh gosh..y i sounds sooo old??!!! Never mind, who knows what lies in the future? No ones. =) HWAITING!
Sunday, October 24, 2010
Live as long as you may. The first twenty years are the longest half of your life.It's coming. No, I hope to be longer... Sooner or later....I'm b turning 24/25....AHHHHHh!!! I dun wish to grow oldddddd!!! Perhaps I'm old already...but i refused to admit!!! When ppl knows tt they're turning to 2* something.....who is like me??? I'm so excited yet reluctant! Excited bcox i dunno what lies ahead of my future!! =) Reluctant bcox I wanna b 4ever 19!!! Ok....sounds mad!! =) Tuesday, October 19, 2010
I can love you, and hate you to the core.I can smile at you, but doesn't mean anything. Monday, October 18, 2010
First day of work.Wonder how's first day of school for the rest. =) Everything was alright. For the time being. Hopefully everyday will be liddat! Has severe gastric pain after lunch. Definitely is the MEE ro ro something. suddenly cant remember. Till after tuition, went to 7-11 to buy the medi, the nice uncle gave me a cup of water. Naiseeee! I think it's a relapse! For soooo long le, now then pain till so jialat! I tot i'm gonna faint again! But i tink is bcoz i starved too long le. Sometimes hungry till stomach made some "dong dong" or "ku ru ku ru" sound. ppl tot i farted...so malu! I didn't skipped any meals..WHY? EKKKK!!! Dun tell me it's something wrong??!!! God! I tink get pay, first thing to do is to go check up! secretly!!! Back to main topic! Today's lunch was..haiz...why all separate? Life's just so cruel....no..is reality..no...what am i tolking abt? In e process of self-improvement, Hope i dun made the same mistake again. Saturday, October 16, 2010
Saturday night, Another week: Gone. Not sure if I'm prepared for Monday's work or not. Everything seems to be so..Unsettled. Had a serious headache since morning. No choice, but had to go tuition still. Managed to reach there in time. Well, my science seriously sucks….. Pardon me! Came home and continue my sleep. Slept till late afternoon. First time, because of headache, I slept for soooo long. =) Now, I’m sooo awake that I don’t think I’m gonna sleep early tonight.. Sooner or later, I’ll be having sleeping disorder. God bless me. Monday is the “first” day of work. First day of school for the rest. Good luck people! Gonna ask the girls out very sooner. It had been so long since I met up with them. Now, because of TEP, not able to see them. Haiz. Learn to appreciate. *change channel* Big bro just asked me to help him out in his project. I thought, finally, I can still help someone. But, apparently, after hearing his request, I start to feel soooooo..ARGH!!!! : Mei, I’ve got a project that needs your urgent help! :sure, no prob, just say! :We’re looking for a teacher who had 6 years of teaching in a school. We need to do an interview. Can you please act as the teacher? :WHAT THE **LL!!!! 6 YEARS??!!! YOU WANT ME ACT AS AN OLD WOMAN WHO HAS TAUGHT IN SCHOOL FOR 6 YEARS???!! CAN SHORTEN THE YEARS??!! :Please la! We Friday need to hand up le. :……………………………………………… :Please! You must act very old, eyes must look very lao hua, voice deepen abit. :…………..W…………..T……………….H :I give u $$$ :KNN!!! U think I what ar!! I help, but no $$ pls! :THANK YOU MEIMEI! : remember my kindness can le….. Friday, October 15, 2010
Friday Night.Still having headache. Tep 2 me was a total....oh well, how should a phrase it? Felling damn lethargic now....... How i wish i could just hug you, Doraemon, and just fall asleep now=)
Sunday, October 10, 2010
Oh gosh, Oh my mama~~~Dreamt of SHINee!!!!! Firstly, twin bro, J cousin n I was sitting at the corner of an overhead bridge. Suddenly, we stood up to see the "scenery" when 3 guys came and took our things away. I shouted: THIEF!!!!!!!!!!! we ran and ran!!! I jumped over the road divider, run run run!!!KICK him!...he fell down... HAHHAHA, caught those thieves... after tt, went to a coffee shop..saw papa n mama with SHINee!!! They're drinking coffee together!! Minho asked me, what happened ... AHHHHHHHHHH, told him about the theft...he asked me whr r all those boys...he go find them....AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.....*even though it's only a dream...** Suddenly.... *PIAH!!!* *wAKE UP LE LA!* ...saw my mama standing thr...i was like....WALAU!!!! My DREAM HAVEN FINISH YET LEH!!!!! aiyaaaaa..... I dream oso didnt dreamt of suju....now SHINee....yet..haiyoooooo!!!!!!!! tsk tsk!!!!!!
Friday, October 8, 2010
*translate into "england"*Q: How do i fill up the form? A: Orh, ermm, firstly...sign...blah blah Q: Oh, then what about *** section? A: Oh, erm.....__________PAUSE____________PAUSE_______________also fill up. Q:I want to apply again, how to? A: Oh,________________________PAUSE___________________________take a new form.. FAIL!!!! Friday Night. Tml's saturday!!! But..it means tt monday is coming too.. e tot of 10 weeks not able to meet up wif my class... lost the sense of belonging..HAHAH, sounds so serious lo.... 10 weeks of independent.... Well well... But, the school's environment is more relax...I tink. But, the following 10 weeks, my days are almost all packed... Monday, thursday and friday have to rush down for tuition.... have to run marathon again for these three days in the next 10 weeks... This is the first time i must juggle so many things @ one time. Hopefully i have the strength to......haiz, to juggle well... Why do i sounds so solemn? I just dun understand y must they separate a class? Cant we go as whole? Taking abt yesterday.... e role play was realli....CMI, maybe they see tt i've tried my best... which i think is true, bcoz whn i'm stuck, my face looks "constipated" MU AHAHAHHAHAHHA! Ok, tml still got tuition...WAAAAA, so tired now... Mentally drained... Sunday must sleep till as and when I like to wake up!!! Sleep till e Mr Sun burns my butt!!! Sleep till I feel not so tired!!!! Thursday, October 7, 2010
Hiayo....Today really a suai day for me ar.... Went for e interview, thn found out tt we must travel all the way down to e place... harbour front somemore.... Went, know nobody thr.. So i tot: ok, they say scorpio are independent ones..so, i shall be it. In the end, met a girl, she oso alone from her class....So 2 loners get to know each other.. Took train + bus thr...feeling pek chek already... reached thr @ 2:30...WAITED 4 HOURS FOR MY TURN. My partner happened to b a girl from MA...but go off as i've tuition @ 6:30....in the end, reached the tuition centre @ 8pm, the lesson end le, luckily got sec bro help me cover... b4 tt, I alight @ e bus stop, took off my heels and runnnnnnn bare footed to e tuition for e 8pm class....run like mad..reached thr, like just run a marathon... Therefore, interview FLUNK alrdy...how i hope i can work in sch instead... Interview , got role play somemore..IN CHEENA! walau.... stuck thr like hell...so malu....NEVER MIND!!! tOday reali suai suai suai for me..... God arrrrrrr............ Give all my secrets away..
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
erm
Haizzzz..
Couldn't slp at all.. So tired Liao eyes still can't close...
Am I worrying abt tml's interview???? Eerkkssssss
Stomach feel weird weird de... Scare mama l8r pass e thing 2 me.... Super jialat liao
Aye... Think gotta force slp le,,,,
Nites !!!!
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
Wosh!One day's almost gone, here comes Wednesday of this week. Today, finally got spent some time with twin bro. Yet, not sure if it's good or bad. Lunch thought can eat something "xiang yang" But he brought 2 cup noodles... "You know army almost every time eat instant noodles or not?" "OI! I'm not in army OK!" "Aiya! Train you la! EAT LA!, make for you! Must xie xie me. FASTER" "XIE XIE MY PI GU!" In the end, I still find myself holding the cup noodle, sitting on the sofa watching DVDs..... Around afternoon, someone from CRM called.. telling me where am I posted to for TEP.. Haiz...now have to see thursday and friday's results.. After tt then plan.. Had to spent the whole evening doing tuition stuffs... then i realized..being a teacher isn't that easy! My dream about being a teacher...errrrmm..ahem ahem..need time. Hahahahaha. Is working in a business industry better or in education field? 听天由命. I think sooner or later, I'll become a glutton. Had being eating a LOT!!!! Talking about exercising, feel so demoralized. Both bros said I jogged too slowly... refused to jog with me nowadays... FINE! I GO MYSELF! WHO NEED U ALL TO ACCOMPANY??!!!!! Dam....they're so bad! Life's unfair me once more... The password desktop's password all of us know, except twin bro. This afternoon, he told me that he got some important work to to, so I typed for him. After that, he played warcraft for the entire day, without doing the tasks mama asked him to. Now, both big bro and mama BLAMED ME FOR HELPING HIM TYPED THE PASSWORD. WITHOUT SCOLDING HIM!!! SOB...T_T, what can i do? Nothing, but to bear wif it. Sunday, October 3, 2010
Monday! Morning!Meeting MH later for bowling! =D Can't wait!!! *hands itchy* Cut my fringe yesterday... loOKED so ah tu now!! Never mind, always tell myself that my hair will GROW!!! Woke up this morning to find out that I'm the only one who slept till 8 plus. Am I becoming a pig??!!! First task of the day: Continue to help mama find her purse.. In the end, it's papa who's the culprit! He hide it under his pillow... I was like LOL! So bo liao! Totally have no idea what's the reason of me yawning non-stop since this morning. Guess tt I didnt have enuff sleep? *YAWNS* Looking @ my arms now, I think it has been "tanned" Saturday went for sec bro's passing out parade, at the floating platform. Woke @ 5:30 to prepare, reached thr ard 7:10. sat for @ least 40 mins, the feeling was like you're in an oven. The sun is blazing hot!!!!!!!!!! Love the cheer of the BMTC. they're so funny! Imagine army boys doing a cheer + actions. EPIC! After tt, rushed for tuition again. Everytime i tink of tuition, I was reminded about the day when school reopens. Not sure why i have the feeling. Kinda stressed already. Was worrying of the grades of yr2 sem2. Even though the current results are @ e satisfactory level, but I tink i can do better.. It's ok, give me very best shot. =D I don't want to even think of next year. Partly bcox of the academic matters, on the other hand.....it reminds me that I'm getting old. Afraid to grow old! Later become old lady....YEEEEEEEKKSSSS!!!!!! Ok, kinda random now... sHall go n prepare now.. =D =)
Sunday night. Tml's bowling are making me sleepless!!! It has been ages since I go for bowling!!! Yet...tml is a day which i will feel very hopeless!! Got tuition wif some pri 4 kids..their english had been failing all along....gonna teach them..i tink..CMI! My "england" already bad till rot liao, still wan me teach them... Their exams coming soon... Felt the pressure already.. tot can relax a bit..but.. OH~~~~ the new itouch cover's here!!!! Gotta get it asap!!! =D ok, gtg..later, thunder will come out from the room...2 thunder some more... Nights!
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