1st Dec 2012.
Saturday night.

Listening to sad songs.
Trying to numb myself.
Shutting down from this realistic and confusing world.
............
Oh why oh why..
It's a mixture of lies,love,hatred and jealousy.
In my life, I've met people from different walks of life.
Some hypocrites.
Some genuine.
Who knows who what how why.

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Rarely do I let my feelings show.
....
Neither do I have the control.