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Tuesday, September 28, 2010
me
Tuesday night.
Something changed my wishful thinking that everything had changed for the better.
I wonder if God is testing my family.
He made me gained something today, but in the end, he took something from me; a naive thought that my life is getting better.
I was wondering if the saying is true or not; You gained something, but you'll lose something.
Every time I was given a test, I always asked: why god choose me?
After that, I knew the answer, I was not mature enough. I made too many mistakes, w/o repenting. That is why my life is so- called miserable.
Close friends around me always encourage me. I had already been through the worst, what else can be more worse and tough than the future fears?
Sometimes I wonder, who am I?
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