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Sunday, August 18, 2013
Dreams
Tomorrow's gonna be the second week of school!Year 2 will be a tough academic ahead.... Feeling stressed since the second day of school.... Sigh, no choice but to deal with it. Face it with a smile everyday Hehehe =]// Oh well, my 3 months holidays wasn't that well spent as I supposed. Didn't really do the things I planned to. Haha, always changing. // Hmmm, Nowadays, I find myself not talking much to anyone. Especially in school. Trying to occupy myself with work and not spending much time to mingle with others around me. I don't know why too......guess cause I'm aware that I'm a slow learner as compared to my peers, hence I see the need in spending more time working on my studies. Well well well// ..... Recently, Mama has been asking my to go out to find a "soul mate" as she thinks that I'm too much into Jacky... =_= But....no way!~ First of all, I'm not THAT into Jacky, he's just a "brother" to me and most of all, my best friend! As said, dogs are the only thing on earth that loves you more than itself. Very true indeed. Secondly, finding a partner and settling it down is easier said than done. Honestly speaking, I really don't see a need in desperately finding one now at the moment. All these things need fate. But now, I've got a weird and funny feeling whenever I sees a particular guy. Hehehe *shy shy* Not anyone special, just that the sight of him makes my day. Haha, just like seeing him. No other hidden intentions please. At the moment. okokok, I shouldn't go on, else i'll sound like a psycho. Oh well, Good night world, Time to hug my bolster and may I dream of the special person..... *^~^* Friday, May 3, 2013
Lost in my own life
3rd May.
End of
exams.
Start of
holidays.....
Have no idea how
to spend these 3 months.
Losing weight,
getting braces done.
Read some
books. (to brush up on my English)
Getaway (if
possible)
Baking. Skating.
Cycling. Swimming.
Gosh, wanna do all
these......
Or maybe I should
do some self-reflections.
Wasn't feeling
right for the past few months.
There’s something missing…in my life.
Not love. Not friends. Not family.
Just something personal.
My own problem I guess.
End of exams also marked the end of Year 1 in NIE.
Time files.
Real fast.
All I can say is I’m lost in my life .
Right now.
Seems like I’m taking things for granted.
Not paying much attention to the people around me.
Just not motivated.
Having this feeling of…numbness?
Tuesday, April 16, 2013
Dreams
今天,我做了一个梦...一个很奇怪的梦. 奇怪但.....要怎么说呢... 这个梦就是: "我们"一起冒险, 发生了很多事,感觉自己好像侠女....哈哈哈!! 然后...不知不觉来到了一个地方,有桌子.. 然后"我们"坐在一起读书.. 有一位男生,在那个梦境,他是我的朋友.... 他坐在我的旁边... "我们"在讨论功课的时候,他和我读同一本书. 我不知道为什么,他给我的感觉很.....甜,情切.....奇怪却很奥妙的感觉... 唉.... 突然间,我醒了。 好想继续， 好想知道这个人长得怎样 好想知道这个人是谁。。。 人醒了，但那个感觉还在。。 那个感觉，让我感到莫名的。。。快乐。 Wednesday, February 27, 2013
27th Feb.
Everything is falling out of place.
Seriously.
Pissed.
I don't understand what's going through both your minds.
One, a 180 degree change in attitude
Another, stubborn attitude & thinks that shouting makes this person= STRONGER..
Apparently, they are both childish adults.
Very...Very childish.
And inconsiderate.
Tuesday, February 19, 2013
A whole new thing
20th Feb. 2013.Third post this year. Well....tons of things to update. Haha, but cutting it short. *assignments all not done* Life in uni wasnt that easy after all. The workload, the level of stress and....@#$%^&* A whole new level.. Back to poly days, results are everything to me. My GPA must must INCREASE for every semester.. Yes, good results are indeed important for us. Especially in our country...one word to describe COMPETITIVE. But somehow after entering uni, I realized that spending and living your life happily is more worthy. It's a bit contradicting as I can swear that its very competitive in uni. I should study like a hardcore chiongster . Yet, there's one thing. Either I'm getting old or tired. It's not that I will slack throughout my 4 years..it's just that, I'm gonna slow down my pace. Taking some time to appreciate the people, things and most importantly my life. 3 years in poly, I'd missed out many beautiful things thou it is like the best 3 years in my life. Because I've missed it, the more I'm gonna appreciate it now before it's too late. Life's too short to have regrets. Don't wait till you've lost something, then will you realized their importance. I've learned my lesson. So...... Remind yourself, that it's a blessing to live. Give. Laugh. Smile. Love. Appreciate. *why is it that my blog shows : 19th feb ...when today is 20th feb.../___\* Saturday, January 12, 2013
唉。。。 Wednesday, January 2, 2013
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