Well, many things happened thou.

Like....... frustrations? Anger? Numbness? Confusion.

Glad that the celebration went well :D

But the following days... well..... didnt really feel that good.

Mama damn biased against me...

And its soooooo damn obvious.

Thinking about this...... others might think that its common and there's nothing to make a big fuss out of it.

"helped papa n 2 bros to take the rice, and asked me to scoop on my own- right in front of everyone"

"when opening gifts, mama asked bro wat he got, bro ask mama to take a look at mine, mama say she's not interested"

Well well well, its not the first time i've been treated liddat thou....

Many times C:

but after all..... it had been so many years...

I'm getting used to it.

I just wanna fa lao shao for awhile...

and i'll pretend everything's alright and perfectly fine for me!

SMILE!