Never did I expect that one day, I will be in this kind of dilemma.

I tell myself:

Now, I am gonna erase everything from my mind.

Forget about everything.

Take it as nothing had nothing had happened before.

Like I never met you before in my life.

Sometimes you are cold, sometimes you are hot.

I don't know the real you.

Maybe you have some thoughts that you think I did,

but actually, I didn't.

Everyone wants people to understand them. Yes, I am one of them too.

I need people to understand me. But I don't demand it.

Gradually, I noticed how lonely I am, how pathetic I am...

Nevertheless, I try to look at the bright side ..... occasionally.

Actions speaks louder than words.

When you said something, most of the time, you never actually do that thing.

Funny.

Telling myself: We only live once. Live it to your fullest. With no regrets at all...

But looking back now, my life is really full of regrets. Seriously.

I regret for not studying hard for my O levels.

I regret for not completing and giving up for my A levels.

I regret for not living my "younger" days happily.

I regret for not able to speak out my mind when I need to.

I regret for not holding tight to the person I hold dearly close to my heart.

I regret for ......

I regret for not loving myself enough.

With so many regrets in my life, I should live my life now leaving no regrets.

But in life, it's difficult.

Never compare, never judge.. Never...

I don't need to be scare of how others looked at me, say things that I never did, judge me the way they think is right, because as long as I am honestly to myself.....I am just ME.