Took leave today to see e gastric specialist( MO).

I thought everything's gonna be alright this time.

:'(

Next year jan has to go for the dunno what gastroscopy....

They told me that it's gonna be a little painful (as i have light sedative=)

But still........still.......gonna feel pain... =( I CAN'T TAHAN!

Gained weight recently...

Gonna cut down on those junk food....fried food...

Eat a lot, also gastric pain + gain weight...

Eat lesser, also gastric pain .....

My life so ku......

~ sob sob sob~

but have no choice.

Thinking that tml have to face the comp and doing all the same things again really made me very sian....

Waiting for Friday to come!

no.... weekends?

Couldn't go for my longed longed SS3...

T_T

AH PA ar!!!!!!

I have no words.....angry? at first......

now.... stable a bit... got buy wookie's towel...

i think i'm gonna use that towel as blanket and used it every night... *~*

Have to do report again....

Long time didn't "touch" report...now do it... got a funny feeling...(because is solo de)

maybe this is when i realized the pros of having a team to work with..( with good team-mates i mean)

so far, no politics in the workplace there =) finally =]

Sitting on the "back-less" chair for hours trying to do e report...struggling...

think have to call SOS tml...