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Friday, June 4, 2010

♥Life

2010. Friday. 10:05pm

" Why? why me? Why does everything of all these happen to me?"

Tears rolled down her cheeks.

She tried to fight back her tears, but she couldn't. She knew she is a failure. For everything she did in her life, all seems to be so useless.

There was no one that she can really say out her worries, inner feelings and thoughts. She tried to show a strong side of her, she try not to display her weaknesses.

Sometimes, she think that heaven is making fun of her. Giving her so many obstacles and expect her to cope by herself. But she choose not to avoid it. She told herself to overcome it by all means, perhaps it will make her even stronger.

In the end, she's exhausted. Very.

She knew something was not right with her body,but she choose to forget it.

She knew that some people around her are all wearing a mask, but she choose to ignore it.

She knew that some people are not worth her trust, yet she choose to believe them.

She knew that whatever she did, doesn't even make a small difference, yet she still did it.

...she knew that she's a failure, and she believes it.......

May God bless this girl. Bless her and guide her to see the path. Enlighten her. Show her that she can turn to God. Guide her to see what happiness is. Guide her to see how happy and blissful life can be........

Maybe it will be useful.

♥ Her ♥

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